Dreamers,
As I work to fullfill all of those who backed the kickstarter I am thinking about a friend of mine, Hes had a run in the last few weks and he lost people so close to him. It seems random that these horrible things happen, and my heart has been with him as he struggles through this. He was one of those who were kind enough to be there when I stroked out.
Some people have the unfortunate fate to go through it alone and it occurs to me now… Well now that I experienced it. Dad’s last hours were spent locked in his mind body not respending as his light faded. I had the wonderful support of family and friends. I could have not faught, I could have been as faded as he did. However my wife saved me she didnt let that happen, me friends were there, my children came.
The doctors medicine ofcourse drove me back, but I cannot let the people who cared enough to be there… I wont let them see me let go. I am not ready they matter to much to me
Gratitude fills me that they came. Gratitude fills me as those so dear to me made the time to tell me I mattered.
When it was going on, I not for one minute concieved how close I was. That Maricar getting me on the ambulance mattered like that. That minutes were what seperated me from fates clipping my chord. I understand a bit better now.
Thinking about human connection
James Burton
Kickstarter Stuff
Oh fullfillment is going on this week and next. Watch yer mail my friends.
